Tuesday, February 7, 2012

"I haven't any medical records doctor"

                   My dad just dropped me off,I did not bring any records ,what ever they are 'because I don't or never had them ". "I see the doctor said,"Hmm,with a cough to clear his throat he was sad for the 13 year old,telling himself how selfish of some people that put themselves first.If johnny only had his medical records his rate of surviving his cancer would be higher,all their new age epuipment ,medicine and knowledge was great but alot of finding killer diseases could even be cured ,so many Mothers and their whole familys usually all pitch in to save the childrn to grown young people ,those are the sucess stories a doctor loves to hear.When are the adoptive parents going to make the courts give over the records to the adoptees,so what if the boys real mother is on it with priceless medical history  that comes directly  and his real father too ,,but the real mother is the boys best chance to beat this thing.I can't tell them about the sealed records ,they would just take the boy and run,knowing they are playing secrecy with that boys life."Were you in a trance doctor Cloud?" asked Johnny,he was squirming  on the thing in the exam room,he lol when he jumed off of it and tried to make it like a chair .All he managed to do was mess up the white  butcher paper. "Oh sorry Johnny just computing medical information on this computer,sometimes when one stares at it so long at a time ,it's like a deer frozen from the head lights,"I'll just be a few more minutes,would you be a sport and put your shirt  back on?" "Please wait for me in the waiting room through the doors down the hall." This gave Dr.Land time to get his few medical reports from all Johnnys tests,they haven't told him anything ,so this was going to be difficult,he's old enough to get that he has a set of real parents,some kids the doctor had in the past as it has been  3 years since he had to deal with  the ,what he called parents of another kind was the high maintance people because of the witheld med records all adoptives know about thats what the real mothers signed .The doctor wondered why the mothers were corerced into all that inflamatory and illegal papers,putting the mothers of loss to adoption  in a slanderous position ,they surrendered their adoptees at birth ,stimatizing all of them by unweds and pregnant was taboo back then.People started selling babys at a high price as their neighbors ,keeping up with the Airs.They called  the mothers birth mothers only to distance them from anything they could think of that would catch the publics eye,maternal units,incubators  ,this was so un fair it was unjust against the contitutional  rights of the mothers all because  the  baby  selling industry that grew world wide .The doctor cringed every time he had a case involving the adoptive parents,they act as though dotors should know their medical history ,their medical history is not going to help Johnny and this is exactly what he had to tell  Johnnys A dad when ever he decided to come back ,it was close to 5:00  and he was going to leave,he told his nurse to call Mr Clouds cell. DrLand laughed out loud when he saw the paper from the exam table all ruffled,so he pulled the sheet and it came off. "Good kid,sure wish his da would tell him ,the longer they wait the harder it's going to get,some  have to be robots as these parents and ones like them have so many strict rules their told how to breathe,these are the know it all's that give a doctor trouble because I happen to know my medical profession,as a surgeon and cancer spealists,the doctor wondered if the dad knew he was taking Johnny to a cancer spealists,he didn't act like it and being in his real estate made him a very wealthy man that was already a multi millionare,and the wife had inherited multi millions ,she got bored with her boutiques and traveling all arond the world .They had been married tow years and she wanted to have something to play with ,a little girl  so I  could buy her massive gifts  and anything she wanted but what she didn't want was her figure to gain weight and have a huge belly that she loathed,her husband agreed ,he went as far to say that would turn him away from any woman,saying of course she would be the only one for him ,then he mentioned that he wanted them to adopt a girl and a boy for him,and our nannys can raise them so we aren't tied down.Ann and Hubert  did just that."Finally your back Mr Clouds ,I will not have enough time to go over  Jonnys case because you are so late that I am going to leave,you need to tell some how he was adopted and what that means if he already knows by his peers,television,it's a small world Mr Cloud." "Well what kind of practice is this ?" "I don't have to tell you about his other set of parents,what have they got to do with Johnny anyway ? we have him forever and we have our rights of secure privacy and I know about security and keeping our familys privacy,"annouced Mr Clouds ."Now that did it Mr Clouds,that boy has a killer cancer,he will evetually find out when he goes to all kinds of doctors more test ,the first thing any medical profession is his mediacal records and sadly I am the only one that has the basics,he needs a bone marrow transplant and  he will need a blood transfusion,only someone like the boys real mother or father can do this,he might have a half sibling  ,he needs all he can get from his real family if you want to make sure he has a good chance-right now withot out  them Jonnys chances are a dangerous low,so I am asking you ,which is more important  Johnnys life 'or your privacy for your family ?" With that last statement the doctor slapped Johnnys few results from his tests and it showed that the blood work   ,the report was written so the next doctor knew that Johnny was adopted and these were his only medical reports and why,it was easy for the layman to read their records  ,they didn't used to and made it difficult for all concerned.Johnny felt tired on the way home in the limo so he streched out on the long seat and covered himself up."what did the quack say to you Johnny? Johnny did not answer he fell fast asleep. Mr Cloud was flustered  with the doctor having the nerve to speak to him like that ,he was keeping their pricy no matter what ,his grandparents wanted to give him their billons because  he had a son ,at the many events his grandmother talked to Ann every time about how Ann got her wish exactly when she wanted it when she had Johnny and Susan only a year apart .Her figure looked as though she never had a baby or two.The Grandmother almost figured it out and maybe she did,Ann was afraid to ever let her husband know,not getting that inheritance would devastate him ,then he would divorce me and tell our secret to my family in Canada ,Not one word was thought about for them to be caring perents ,tell Johnny that he wasn't theirs ,that he had real parents in  Washington,D.C. Mr Clouds mind was now focused on the party he and wife must attend tonight  so going up stairss almost to the top the paper fell out from Mr Clouds inside suit pocket onto the top steps.He threw his suit towards his dressing room then poured himself a scotch on the rocks,usually his man man his butler was right on schedude  and always at his side when he was needed,but today  he wasn't up stairs. McCotty was down stairs breaking in  a new person for cleaning,the head maid was attending Ann .That day it was people out of their usual places and McCotty would get the brunt of all of it ,he had only been attending Mr Cloud six months ,every time like clock work once or twice a month half of the help was fired as the Lands were never satisfted,it made them happy to see people shuffle ,some crying as they left the massive estate . The limo driver woke up Johnny,he was never  thought about when  the limo stopped,he had been alseep for an hour on the ride home and 5 minutes in the limo,Johnny went straight up to see his Amom to tell her where he had been then he saw the paper,he walked past her room and down the long hall to his room,he sat at his computer station,"WOW ,Johnny was mystified,then a few minutes past and he started to ask questions,and also analize things."I knew I wasn't theirs movies I/ve seen,the one about who am I ? that one I remember talked about this girl that looked totally different from her supposed parents,Why dont or didn,t they tell us we had a set of real parents? that girl had real dark hair,and her ,I going to say it adoptive parents,yes thats what they are ,the A parents and family all had real light blonde hair,no one looked  like her.We don't look like our Aparents I don't know who these people are but when I tell Susan if she can keep this quiet  beacuse we don't know what they will do ,hit us,lock us up like that move something attic. Dad didn't tell me what the doctor said ,thats how I'll ask him bit by bit not all at once I 've seen too many things on the news that was for real but all this time they distracted us from the truth,I remember grandma before she passed away ,trying to get the secrets from mom,ugh,that name sounds awkward,Susan is going to have a fit."Omg ,I see what these reports are saying that my blood does not match ,the only way I think he got their blood type when they had a party and invited the Petemontes Hospital doctors and oher medical people ,for a prt in her even t the guests gave blood only four months ago.Dr,Cloud wasn't there he attends Stepford  Cancer Hospital from what I read in the reports,I wonder if by chance he knows who I am and whats wrong with me ,all they the parents think about is entertaining  partying all the time ,I'll ask dad before he gets dressed,I forgot after a couple shots of booze he takes a fifteen minute nap like clockwork.No wonder he treats me like I am just one of his things he buys,by this on the internet they paid  alot of money even 13 years ago ,25,000. to 50,000.  for white babies,This is full of information ,this will help me explain to Susan we don't match with these people,Johnny talked to himself all the time but not out loud as much as he had his mind on something real important ,no one could pull him away from those kind of thoughts,I going to save all this information to books ,Primal Wound where woman get a mothers milk and feed it to the babies,he wouldn't put it passed her now that he found out .Dr Clouds might tell me it's still my body and I have every right to know if I am sick ,I'll see him personally Monday,it would have to be the weekend,I can't tell Susan until I see him to back me up,oh no ,for years I have always told her she was an alien now I feel  bad,she does have any resemblence ,she thought it was because she was told by mom that was a lie that she took after her great grandma,we only had pictures of my A parents ,parents and their Auncles A aunts,they are called this because of the adoption and birthuncle,birth aunt birth cousins.That sounds awful for both sises but we had real parents ,they shouldn't take babys that don't belong to them,especially to think I was bought like a car and to make their ready made family to order they adopted Susan ,she my sister I called her but I just can't without saying or shouting at my non parent's "WHY DID YOU LIE TO US ALL THIS TIME "?  Susan was my sister ,now I really don't know who she belongs to but you know   .Johnny noticed his hands were shaking out of control,he guessed it was because he was it seemed hit by a Mac truck,the news had been coming it was a matter of when,he had a dream like a premonition that he didn't belong to them because of his height being 5 ft 10 inches at his young age ,everytime he looked at the man he thought was his dad he knew that this man was way too short ,Hubert was a short 5ft.5 and Johnny had dark blue Hubert eyes were a light green ,all of Johnnys Agrandparents had the same color on each side.He thought some more MAN !!!!! Thats why Susan has brown eyes and it wasn't from the aparents ,Jonny kept saying that A name to didtance himself because he was hurt and up set they have not told him the truth and he had to find out by finding the truth in black and white on the FLOOR,thats what they think about the truth ,Susan again mom said she got her brwn eyes formthe eye drops when she was a baby and latisste like a make up and sometimes change the eye color,I got to write that one for Dr,cloud.Grandma on my Adads side used to take me to church so we went alone,Johnny had alot of fun ,he and his sister were'nt allowed to go to any partys ,some excuse was always,she didn't want anybody to see us together then they might have questions,forbidden on the Land Estate,even the help,as children they were banned from going down stairs where all the hundreds of people were dancing,drinking,eating,swimming,live bandsand all kinds of entertainment,Johnny almost made while Susan watched through the fresh bouquets of countless flowers,he got caught on the stairs behind a couple but McCotty took his ear and led him into his room,to the children life was so boring,they weren't allowed to go to school but all the super wealthy in their large group of friends had tutors for there children,so with countless excuses many used many friends dropped Ann because they cosidered her too into herself,that didn't matter to a wealthy person like her she got in touch with loads of new people ,expendable was her favorite word for when the Amom dropped you as a friend,Johnny and Susan were so embarrased from her actions and the A dad too,he boasted all day about   what a great life he had Hubert and his wife were made for each other but should have never thought about even adoptioning a dog ,the way these ads look on the internet about babies and the woman holding is supposed to be a real mother but the ad is decieving because the woman is the one adopting(taking) a baby like Susan and me .That's just wrong Mrs Nemo is a nice mom ,a real mom ,she showed me a pictre of a man and his pictures as a child,it was then I started to look closely at her face and her son ,they resembled so much I don't have any ,She told me that she was a mother to a son to a loss to adoption,adoption for mothers is always a loss,and when an adoptee (The adopted child)   she was greiving when I asked how,she told me a horror story a true one about how agengys are wicked people,they are in the business of selling babys Mrs Nemo said she could never see her son even if he' middle aged or the oldest an adoptee can live,they tell the adoptees to not rush,not telling them the real truth that many mothers die waiting,people get old they die get sick and no one can know when that time is ,adoptees needs those sealed  birthcertificates,while I was thinking back I think she was going to tell mebabout medical records too,It does make sense that we need themm just as much ,this sounds like those wicked  people have got us tied up right out in front of the legislators and they sit back and watch us adoptees and real mothers die and all the agencys and the baby industry in general,the internet has lists of baby sellers,the lady as he got off the phone,he was right the search angel told him how bad his situation was ,he told the searcher how much he wanted to run away but he was a minor,she took what information he gave Ms,  Stellar,Johnny knew had to talk to his Adad ,he just hoped his Adad wasn't getting  dressed for the party ."Hand me my clip Johnny",he looked like he was late for the party and Hubert was just letting McCotty brush off any speck on his new tux.Johnny figured things would just have to wait until Monday.He wondered if he might be told what the doctor said was wrong with him.His search angel was so interested in me ,thats the really first time I have ever had the feeling of the most caring feeling he ever experienced ,Johnny thought all these years no one hugged or evev mentioned only how nice or lovely someone looked,and in the Lands looks was everything.Hubert also loved to take trns firing people and everytime they would snap their heads up towards the ceiling as if to say I am so great and these people are trash.Susan would go back in her room when she heard the yelling from herAmom ,she never wanted to grow up like her.Susan was graduating and clueless yet leary of herAparents it to her was like another dysfunctional day with the wealthy,she didn't care if her 1st job was flipping hamurgers ,a silent dream totally opposte from the middle class or poor,Susan wasn't allowed hamburgers they didn't exist in the Lands prison.The weekend was a long one but Johnny really got educated at his young age,meanwhile the search angel talked with a secretary at Dr Clouds office so she left a message that Johnny called her and she wanted to share with him what information she had,he was right on it ,"Hello,so he called you and I was wondering who his real parents were and could she help Johnnys life or death situation,YES ,she told the doctor.,Ms Stellar  felt so bad for Johnny and the adopted sister .She got on her computer  and found a place and people that help adoptees ,she called up one of her group of friends ,her husband happened to be the kind of lawyer Johnny and Susan needed.It was Sunday and the Aparents were being waited on hand and foot ,they were feeling poorly from partying two days in a row,at least fifty people were still there,Hubert had hired fiftyfive to wait on everyones every need,to Ann and Herbert their treasury man would write out the checks,the only thing that was an issue as to the pay amount and that was the help,they were paid minimum wage and no higher,one of the waiters was handed a 20.00 tip,and this waiter even washed and pressed the clothes of a couple that while they were in the hot tub they asked if he would do this task,many would order not ask the helpers,Hubert went up to the waiter after he gave the clothes  to the couple ,he yelled and cursed at the nameless waiter "Your fired you filthy ,,,,,,,,.the money is to be handed back or I'll call the cops or my body guards can kick you out,so Outta here!!!The couple got dress and left and promised that they would never return,little did Hubert know the people that left were attorneys themselves.McCotty handed Hubert another cold cloth then brought him a couple of aspirinAnn cme in the room drinking  salty dog ,she liked her drinks ,she felt fine,"Hon,if you let McCotty Make you a drink ,you won't have a hang over,really ,ya sure?" "Yes"Just look at me ,I feel like partying again,we still have about twenty  it'2:00 it's early so get up" "OK,be down in a minute." "Johnny was at his computer and it was back and forth with MsSteller,he shared his story  with the adoptees and mothers ,it really gave hin hope he wasn't as scared for Susan and himself ,Ms Steller knew this had to be handled with the right timing,his Aparents need to be caught partying ,and Johnny either had to just take the security tapes that were everywhere in that massive mansion then he thought about it ,OH NO, mom likes to watch herself and watch all the people  ,she does this writes and memorizes certain things like she is a wizard of remembering everything at the partys also she gets so drunk that she blacks out looses her memory,like she didn't remember kissing this man that was a  friend  of  Huberts.Johnny remembered and wished he would have had his pen camera,just for in case and he wasn't sure what that was.Monday Hubert was gone to Spain and his Amom went to Paris for a fashion show.This was real good the tutor wouldn't be back for a week.All Johnny had was the help and they wouldn' talk but I have to get copies of all those tapes,this will help his case
 " .The attorneys called for Hubert and Johnny was asked if they were good to me and sister,Johnny, told them he would love to tell them but I fear him,and I am in the middle of getting my case together  for this other attorney,they asked for the name not to take the lawyer away but to add their information and they told  Johnny  they apreaciate  his decisions meaning they understand why he is going to take his Aparents to court to separate  from them  ,then he would need all the help he could,the attorneys offered Johnny and sister  a nice home for them to just stay until they and all  the rest  of the search angels group of friends  they would  be able  to  find  his real parents,then the  doctor  pops on Johnnys wall . They got together online ,Johnny didn't want to take any chances  so he did not use his phone.Dr,Lands told Johnny not to worry but he was sick ,when your mother is found she will give you the medical records,he couldn't  stress to the attorneys and  all  concerned  ,the attorneys asked how far along was he getting the tapes  ,johnny was fast he was finished in a couple hours,it showed the whole weekend of the on going party ,the kissing of Huberts friend by his wife ,she took off her bathing suit top in the room with the spa while on lookers smiled  and wives  with anger for Ann in their eyes,Hubert  flirted with the young crowd  one  was young enough  to have  a dad ,Huberts age,her  father  saw him try to touch his daughter in the wrong place and took his fist and punched Hubert in the eye,Ann was to drunk to notice,it showed the waiter and the nice attorneys  ,they told Johnny what happened and he laughed  that they were happy  with that peice to sue Hubertand alot more to come with criminal court when the time is right.Johnny still had to let down Susan gently even thogh she despises what they do,it is still going to shock her thensad,thencomes when she'll get angry  and has every right to get angry ,He will tell her about their real parents  from California  and thats a state with closed adoptions,sealed records,he would say that they would also look for her real parents  after the shock wears off and that won't be too long with their dsyfunctional parents.